Theres always a little glimmer of light in my darkness A force pushing me back from off that ledge A mental break that keeps me sane A realization that life's worth living when I think there's nothing else I can do There's always a being that silents my song I've been feeling like a wet blanket for the last month, unmotivated and unhappy...as of recent my best friend moved to New York spontaneously...Sometimes I wish I could be more like him...every day I pray that I could have half the courage that he has...even though he is a fool to room with people he's barely met...I love him for it...I could never cross half the country with out some safety net! (*thanks mom) My dreams have become saturated with time that I feel like I'm wasting even though I'm in my early 20s I feel like I've wasted a life time...and when I'm older I'll probably remember these moments and laugh but young people are dropping dead everyday due to dumb shit this world
